In this week’s Sacred Timings, I want to touch upon the experience of rebirth that many are experiencing as we move through some very big energies leading up to the April eclipse.
I call these reports 'Sacred Timings' because I do feel that the transits that we experience personally and collectively awaken us to a new version of our own higher self.
We feel this energy in the physical body as literally new pathways for a new self open up.
So to walk through them with intention has been a practice of mine for a while.
Personally, my natal chart has been very much activated with the 2 rare transits I spoke about a few weeks back as well as upcoming ones and as a result I’ve been feeling a strong sense of dissolution of the old self along with a sense of rebirth.
Sharing below the exact transits:
- Chiron conjunct North Node squaring my natal Mercury in Capricorn and opposite Pluto in Libra.
- Venus Mars conjunction last Thursday was exact on my Ascendant at 6.59 Aquarius (!). I felt this in a big and very magical way. Still integrating the energy from last week.
- Neptune fast approaching my Venus at 27.55 Pisces. Heightens the dissolution of the old self
- Jupiter Uranus conjunction in April will be very close to my natal Jupiter at 21.35 Taurus.
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Dissolution of the old self happens with many transits particularly Pluto and Neptune. Also Chiron and Uranus.
This is my experience in the past few weeks (and months):
- Emotionally, I feel deep peace and grateful that life is infused with grace, ease, love
- My capacity to be in stillness has increased; access to neutrality has increased.
- Mentally, I feel I am able to calm my mind more easily. Except when the solar activity amplifies, then the mind chatter increases and I have to be very vigilant with my practices.
- I feel a lot more present in everything I do.
A big effect of the activities has been felt in my service work and how I identify with myself. A few big changes I see are:
- I'm desiring more spaciousness in my linear schedule, even more than I have been giving myself. The 2 things I absolutely enjoy currently are spending time outside listening to the birds and painting.
- Anything repetitive becomes boring and I need a long pause after that.
- There is this desire to be even more authentic, 'doing more' (workshops etc) vs honoring my need for spaciousness and stillness. I go back and forth on this...so I've been taking it slow especially as my foot heals.
- Currently my creativity is flowing beautifully, I'm painting and writing*** a lot ***and have several beautiful heartfelt projects coming up. And I feel the intensity of this creative flow in my body. So many ideas, so many possibilities, and then the body needs frequent rest and pauses. I see that so much can be done, then I feel, what is the point of all the doing? I'm really wanting to be careful with where I put my energy, because everything feels more intense.
Sometimes I feel like I don't know who I am becoming
Most of the time I am at peace with this, knowing that energy is shifting rapidly and that I am in the beautiful process of transformation and rebirth is happening in every moment. I am truly enjoying this phase and giving myself permission to let it unfold without inner judgement or pressure to know the final outcome
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Even If you are not aware of what transits are activating your chart, you can tune into whether you are going through this phase and see if the following info resonates.
This will apply If you have done a lot of inner work already. There is no bypassing emotional clearing. Refer to my previous article on why emotional clearing is a necessary practice on the path of self development to dissolve the old unresolved patterns so that the higher expression can come through.
- You may feel dissatisfaction with where you are. Disillusionment with your current path.
- What you have been doing no longer resonates
- You feel like a lot of options are opening up but you don’t know which one to take
- You start doing one thing then feel like stopping it then restart
- A desire to do nothing at all
- Recognition that old interests no longer give you satisfaction. Even a feeling of being alone on your path.
- A sense that there is something more, something deeper.
Be aware at this stage if you are doing things simply out of habit. In order to move onto the next stage of growth, it is necessary to stop doing the old things which no longer satisfy and give yourself permission to try out new things that are aligned to who you are becoming. Following your heart is necessary here.
Give yourself a pause and time to listen to inner guidance to see where this takes you. Even your inner guidance may start to sound different as you go through this phase.
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Creativity and nature are deeply supportive during times of 'unknown'
Need to give yourself space and time to let the new consciousness land in your body. Otherwise it starts to create inner conflict and we fall back into recreating the old self simply because it is familiar; the very old self that is trying to dissolve.
Note if self worth issues come up. In my journey I find it's necessary to clear the old emotions and patterns and redirect your life force to the new, consistently. This means that when you are creating the new, it's important to amp up high quality self care for your body.
Solitude and meditation really support to let the transition happen
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The new you emerges over time as you allow yourself new experiences and change your daily linear schedule to include the new experiences and activities.
Like a baby taking new steps towards independence, support yourself through this phase with love and patience, with zero judgement!